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It’s a sad thing when you give up on the person you love.
It really is..
I love you so much. But I keep on fucking up.. Gosh.
Goodbye.. Friend..
Dear friend, I’ve know you for about 6 months. It was the best 6 months of my life, even with the ups and downs. We shared so many laughs together, shared our problems, share almost everything that we could. You are the closest thing to a friend I’ve ever had. I have never had the opportunity to call someone my “friend” and really mean it. But with you it was different, you understood me, understood what I meant, laughed at my jokes (which, most of the time, weren’t funny). That would make me feel on top of the world. I remember when we would just talk nonstop for hours, about absolutely nothing and still not be bored with each other. I miss the long talks with you about the common interests I had with you. I miss talking about the music we liked. I can’t help but express how much you’ve changed me. I really want to be a better person because of you. We had sucha strong bond and friendship that neither of us would picture this day ever becoming a reality. We went from being just hi/ bye friends to being bestfriends. I could never ask for more than to have a friend like you. You’re the best thing that has ever happened to me. Now the last few weeks have been really rough and today, we saw the outcome of all the tension. Now we’re no longer friends because of the 3 little words “I love you”. I’m sorry I ever said those words, I’m sorry I ever let my feelings for you get the best of our friendship, I’m sorry.. I don’t know how else to put it, but I wish I could somehow go back to the start and meet you for the first time again. I learned so much from you. You changed who I was, who I am, and who I will be. Your impact on my life was immense. When you entered into my life, it was like god sent an angel, but when you left, it’s like having everything you’ve ever known and loved suddenly taken in an instant. My world came crashing down a few minutes ago. And now it’s 4:30am and I don’t know what to do.. I’m hopeless, helpless and lost without you.. I know you won’t come back, but I need you more than you need me. I love you, I miss you, please don’t forget me.
